take into consideration december 11th's post.
I dont feel as if anything can cheer me up now.

Im about to get teen angsty.
I always hated my mom because she didnt let me do things...
It was simply because I wanted to be a teenager and she was a bitch.
Now I am upset because her selfishness makes me hurt, I suddenly care about why shes a bitch.
Its funny because to think of a comparison I thought of like... a best friend being a bitch for no reason and not wanting to be your friend anymore... that kind of hurt... and I never have considered my mom close to a "friend" at all.
I made a mistake, fucking petty mistake, and it hurts me more that she doesnt understand and cant relate and doesnt have fucking compassion than it does whatever the completely ridiculous, outweighed consequence will be.

I feel like im growing up.