I no longer know how to please my family.
There is not a compromise between what I want and what they want me to want this time.
Should I have ever COMPROMISED my future?
It seems that might be why they expect it now.
The decision I make now is going to be DIRECTLY effected in the most significant way in the future... so should I still have to compromise due to age?
"youre young, no one knows what they are going to do for the rest of their life when theyre young"
Does this mean my parents know exactly what I'm going to do?
Or should I spend the next 5 years doing nothing? Because from what my genius, PhD having, published author father has told me, Ive concluded that nothing I do now will matter in 5 years when I make a career decision. "Dropping out" is always going to be viewed as a low-life term, along with "GED". No matter what circumstances have led to such actions, or how noble the plan for afterwards, the phase "dropping out" with forever and always be looked down upon! Why spend money on college courses if they are not required for the degree I end up getting before having a real career? Then again... maybe I should stay in school with absolutely no goals so my father can brag to his friends that his 17 year old daughter is already in college!
DATZ RYT, I MUST'VE FORGOT! SILLY ME, LOLOLOLZ
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