I can't help but think I'm part of the problem.
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unrelated...

I am no longer content with being content!
Things that used to excite me and make me happy just don't anymore.
I mean, they still make me happy, but I dont get like... a rush of excitement.
I dont want to be just okay with where I am!
I WANT TO BE FUCKING STOKED AS SHIT ABOUT WHERE I AM!