I see no progress in you. You say I pick fights... I approach you with a subtle, "lets fix this" attitude. You turn it into a fight with your harsh words and insults, blame it on me, then whine to a mutual friend claiming we gang up on you, thus turning you into the victim, correct? If your intentions are to get said mutual friend on your "side", we see right through it. I hate the words "mature" and "immature", I find them somewhat juvenile, but youre all about maturity, so ill be honest. We both know you are no where near where you need to be, so I would advise surrounding yourself with people at your level, it makes for a less embarrassing upbringing. For now, I think I'm done. I would really like to pick this back up on a later date, but right now all that is being inflicted upon me and those involved is pain and frustration. Maybe this makes me a shitty person, but I have to worry about myself before I worry about others, and you are taking up all my time.
Im sorry.
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as for tonight...
hmmm. I will not be deprived of the distance I've come.
despite its inevitability.