Now I get what its like to only read about how shitty you are.

definately not worth it.

What did I do?

no doubt concert tonight.
my mom infected my computer with a million viruses, just finished getting rid of them all.
I have two hours to get pictures off photobucket for shelbys graduation slideshow, get my hair cut, take a shower, and finish my laundry, so of course my first thought was I MUST BLOG.
Im on edge, my brother is an asshole, I love my mama, and I need a cigarette.
That is all.

This entry is really just to get some points across.
"You have no potential in life"
I personally dont believe someone who has had an under the counter job for less than a week is in a place to tell me I have no potential. One who also stopped going to classes a month after the semester started. Granted I did as well, but I dropped out to avoid academic penalty... responsibly. Im 17 and I am on your education level if not exceeded it. Thats a three year difference... and youre in the same fucking spot as me. Also, is someone with a 400 dollar car payment that is paid completely by welfare checks she gets from the government in a place to argue shes making an effort to get by in this economy? Its funny how when I was younger I always thought that when people have kids they are somewhat mature and arnt obsessed with drama to entertain themselves. Clearly only the stupid people breed. Im honestly not hurt at all by any of the things you say to me. I knew after a month of hanging out with you how much higher up I was and still am. No one believes anything you say because you do lie so much for attention. I am actually pretty relieved all this happened, Ive been trying to figure out for about a week now how to "break up with friends", well, just you. Your behavior the other night just proves even more how much growing up you need to do. Im not saying that Im completely mature, but I act my age. Youre a 20 year old single mother and you still take advantage of and manipulate everyone around you. insults like "stay up your pedophile boyfriends ass" and "at least I didnt murder my baby because I was selfish and wanted to live my life" are things I would expect from an angsty 15 year old trying to act badass. But hey, you had a kid and still manage to party and spend your government money on alcohol and cigarettes, but thats probably just because you have so many people you can take advantage of to do it. Grow up is all I can say, just grow the fuck up. done.

I feel like its gotten so bad that it wont go back to the way it was. Im not a child. Well, legally I am a child, but the only people that have the right to treat me like one are my parents, and they don't. So I especially think someone close to me shouldn't treat me as such. Is this an outrageous expectation? I guess I shouldn't make them anymore, I just get disappointed... isn't that right?

I guess ill be blogging more often now.